“I want
puffy hair like you, Mommy” said my then 3 year old. “Please, please make my hair puffy like
yours,” she pleaded. At the time, I wore my naturally kinky hair in a big afro
puff that was like a huge black halo around my head. My daughter’s hair was the
exact opposite of mine. While my tightly
curled hair reflects my strong African roots, my daughter’s loose curls reflect
her diverse, multicultural heritage. My
husband and I were blessed to adopt her at birth and were pleasantly surprised when
she started growing a headful of unique, silky curls as a toddler.
It was
so strange to me that my baby wanted “puffy hair” when her own hair was
amazingly beautiful. Perfect strangers
stopped us on the street to ask how she got such great hair. Children and teachers at school would often
pull one of her curls just to marvel at how it would spring back into place
with an imaginary “BOIIIINNNGG!” sound.
I have
since cut my hair and my daughter has learned to appreciate her own
beauty. But this conversation made a
mark on my mommy-heart. This
conversation with my innocent little girl showed me that we mothers have
power. Our daughters look to us as their
first image of beauty. They want to be
just like us – right down to our puffy hair. They compare and contrast
themselves to us to see how they measure up.
They look to us for affirmation, seeking our eyes for approval. Ultimately they want to know that we see them
as beautiful and valuable.
And
those little probing eyes look for something else. They look deep into our souls to see if we
truly believe in our own beauty as women.
Children have an amazing way of seeing the truth – no matter what we try
to hide. They can tell if we’re insecure
women. They can sense it if we don’t
feel good about our looks or don’t value ourselves. We can talk to our daughters all day long
about how amazing they are as young women, but if they know that mama has no
self-worth and has low self-esteem our message falls on deaf ears. As moms, we have to do more than talk to our
daughters about self-esteem. We have to believe
the message and live it.
Pretty
Brown Girl (www.prettybrowngirl.com) is an organization that is dedicated to
uplifting the self-esteem of girls and their mothers. Just a year ago, my co-leader Anita Bain and
I brought this amazing organization to Nassau and made Pretty Brown Girl Club
#14 the first club outside of the United States. We currently have 35 girls in our club and
conduct innovative and fun monthly activities designed to let girls know that
they are beautiful and capable just the way they are. We’ve had so much interest from girls and
their mothers, that we’re now reaching out in the wider community by putting on
Nassau’s first ever Mother-Daughter conference on May 3rd at the British
Colonial Hilton.
“Building Leaders From The Inside
Out” Mother-Daughter conference will feature dynamic presenters and exciting
hands-on activities to inspire and uplift girls ages 6-16 and their mothers.
Sheri Crawley, the founder of Pretty Brown Girl from Detroit,
Michigan, will be here to share her vision with moms and daughters. Candilaria Thompson and Tiffany Hall, the
founders of this amazing blog, will also be in attendance with an empowering message for
moms.
The entire event is only $5
per person. The ticket price
is low because we believe that building the self-esteem of girls and women is critical
to improving our society.
So come out on May 3rd,
bring your daughter and spend a day together celebrating your beauty. Send a message to your daughter
that she is AMAZING. And send a message
to yourself that you are worthy, you are talented and you are unique! Let’s
throw off the chains of insecurity and start creating a nation of women who
love and respect themselves one girl at a time!
Written By:
Yolanda Darville
Yolanda Darville is a
wife, mom, freelance writer and nonprofit strategist. She is the co-founder of Pretty Brown Girl
Club #14 in Nassau, Bahamas.
